Below are the 5 most recent journal entries recorded in lalasrevenge's LiveJournal:

Tuesday, December 12th, 2006
12:16 am	if the phone doesnt ring, it's me. (Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 18th, 2006
5:04 pm	you're a taddle brat. end of story. (Comment on this)
Thursday, September 28th, 2006
9:02 pm	Paranoia.. Is haunting you And all these dirty looks, Well they are right on cue You're full up to the brim With that "he said, she said" trash You exist behind your keyboard And then youre gone in a flash Ten bucks says you don't have it in you To conquer fear and quit believing what they tell you to You are careening shamelessly into oblivion Where you will live alone with your chemicals and gin Im utterly disgusted with the path you took As inebriated as you can get off your latest paycheck I am at a loss for words here I hate to break this to you but being a coward is not a legitimate career Ten bucks says you don't have it in you To conquer fear and quit believing what they tell you to You are careening shamelessly into oblivion Where you will live alone with your chemicals and gin We were born and raised the same way So what gives you the right to say At least I'm not a liar At least I'm not a liar At least I'm not a cheat At least I dont care what these goddamn mindless people think of me Ten bucks says you dont have it in you To conquer fear and quit believing what they tell you to you are careening shamelessly into oblivion Where you will live alone with your chemicals and gin
12:35 pm	one fell swoop... Theres nothing wrong with being lonely. (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, November 18th, 2004
12:12 am	Borderline obsession? I've never had such intense feelings. Reliance is my name. Dependance is my game. Do you ever wonder why we feel? James-Lange or Cannon-Bard? whos right in the world? Do you ever smile at strangers walking by? As if this physical being was in a state of bliss When really all you want to do is grab them and scream THINGS ARE NOT OK. why smile back then? Why waste the energy? it could be used in more useful things. Im sorry i cant be like you. You say im fake, because i use smiles to get me through the day? you cover your addiction with make-up. Have you ever been so enraged, you punch the screen In hopes of shattering it, just like your heart But all you end up with is broken knuckles and a bloody television set? Why are we all born with this innate fear of failure? Who sets the limits on pass or fail? Do i wear these bruises on my ego with pride? Hey guys look at me, i was just another on the list. Should i be condemmed? Or Shamed? Stones work the best. Wipe the stains of white from your lips Its ok to let those slit wrists drip Can you put your faith in god, while driving a blade down the line? Can you put faith in anything but yourself? I thought without you im nothing But with you was i really something? Either way, im still trapped in this victimized body It doesnt deserve the torment. How do you hurt your own soul? Take your time and enjoy her while shes there youll learn what selflessness really is, when you see she lacks it Im not like him, nor will i ever be I couldnt hurt someone of my own So what are we waiting for? Live and let live. Love and let love. EVERYHING IS NOT OK. (2 Comments |Comment on this)